Well I guess I should tell you a little bit about my life. I am 31 years old, a husband to Michele, the most beautiful woman on the face of the earth and father to 3 wonderful boys, Anthony, Marcus and Austin. Things are in a transitional period for us all because we just moved back to Oregon, the most beautiful part of the country I have ever seen, and are trying to settle in. As I mentioned earlier, I am retired from Professional Wrestling, and never realized the impact the business had on my family. I became obsessed with it and lost my focus. I never intended to hurt my family, and feel terrible that I did. All I can do now is try to repair the damage I have done. So in case you hadn't guessed, my wife and I are having problems. No I will not go into details, but we are trying to work it out. I hope and pray I got my focus back in time. I never truly realized how blessed I was until I was faced with the possibility of losing it all. I love being a husband and father, far more than I loved wrestling, and only hope that my family can see that. I work hard every day to show them how much I love them, and to make up for my mistakes. My advice to all husbands, fathers and well, every man out there is to remember to show the people you love just how much they mean to you, and never take them for granted. Believe me, I have seen the damage it does and the pain it causes. It is more painful than you ever want to know. Not only to the ones you hurt, but to you as well. You do not want to find yourself in my position, fighting to keep what you love. My only interpretation would be hell on earth. It is the only saying that fits. Please heed my advice. It will not make you less of a man to show your emotions. I fully admit to crying often, especially lately and I do not feel like less of a man. Hold your children, spend time with them, listen to them. Tell your wife you love her and how beautiful she is several times a day. Tell them how important they are in your life, but more importantly, show them with everything you do. Believe me, if you don't, you will regret it.